my past life.

re⋅flec⋅tion [ri-flek-shuhn] : a fixing of the thoughts on something; careful consideration.

i've been finding old things i wrote at a time of my life i had
forgotten about.

i had just turned 22.

i'm still in awe of this girl i was...

and it was only 3 years ago.

it seems like a lifetime.

i laid next to you tonight like i had so many nights
but it was different this time....

we were holding hands in a way
but i was trying to hold on to something
and i looked at you with my sad glittery eyes and said,
"can you believe i'm going to disappear?"

.....
you said, "that won't happen"
and i said "why not?"
"because we both don't want that to happen."

but hasn't it?
i'm here
and you're there....


and it's a beautiful night
which makes no sense at all


Friday, March 10, 2006



*pic via loveology