and i think, i should have handled that better.
or... i should have kept myself a mystery.
or haven't i learned enough heart-ache?
haven't i learned a lesson?
because if i keep at it...
i will end up alone, on a step
reliving my mistakes.
i'm happy. i really am.
i need to tell you this a 1,000 and one times.
i need to let go.
but for tonight, please let me be a mess.
please let me listen to sad songs.
please let me have a good cry.
please let me pour another glass of wine.
please let me feel pathetic.
because tomorrow is another day.
and i will be better.
but for tonight... just for tonight... let me FEEL.
*pic from the english muse.