Tuesday, June 16, 2009

sometimes for no reason at all i feel like this:

and i think, i should have handled that better.
or... i should have kept myself a mystery.
or haven't i learned enough heart-ache?
haven't i learned a lesson?

because if i keep at it...
i will end up alone, on a step
reliving my mistakes.

i'm happy. i really am.
i need to tell you this a 1,000 and one times.
i need to let go.

but for tonight, please let me be a mess.
please let me listen to sad songs.
please let me have a good cry.
please let me pour another glass of wine.
please let me feel pathetic.
please.

because tomorrow is another day.
and i will be better.

but for tonight... just for tonight... let me FEEL.


*pic from the english muse.

4 comments:

brown eyed girl said...

beautiful.

Loved this post. :)

Geisslein said...

me too...sometimes and for really NO reason...bäääh ;o)
but today I wish you a day full of fun and laughing! geisslein

orsoifeel said...

so beautifully put... i feel this way often.
the other day i heard this quote when i was feeling this way.
"if you always do what you always did, then you'll always get what you always got."

if only it were that easy...
xoxo

Micaela said...

you girls are lovely.

thank-you! i'm glad to know that i'm not an "unbalanced girl"... that sometimes these weird/sad moods hit, and sometimes it's okay to let them.

Marisa, I love that quote!

xo hearts to you girls

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