Current mood: Clearness
I sat there against the wall... across the toilet on the floor.
Blank. Numb. Yet full of being unearthed. Being shattered.
My straight crown next to me.
I knew I had to peel myself up.
so i got up.
went outside on the balcony as it rained.
smoked my last few cigarettes.
and then it came...
the thrill of letting go...