A Soft Place To Fall.

My twinkie watched Vicky Christina Barcelona for the first time this weekend. I remember when i watched it... I wasn't quite healed yet from a past heartbreak and a belief of Penelope Cruz's character stuck with me:

"Only unfulfilled love can be romantic."

some of my favorite movies surround itself on it. Bridges of Madison County. The rain scene in Castaway. And the dance scene from "The Horse Whisperer."

"A Soft Place To Fall" - Allison Moorer

"Things that used to matter seem so small

When you're looking for a soft place to fall...

Don't misunderstand me, baby, please

I didn't mean to bring back memories

You should know the reason why I called

I was looking for a soft place to fall...

Looking for a soft place

Nothing more than a small taste

Of a love that ended long ago...

You're the one who taught me after all

How to find a soft place to fall."

the heartbreak i was talking about... he once told me (when the future was "ours" and we believed we'd have a happily ever after) that he already knew the vows he would say to me on our wedding day. Just 9 words.


But if he never spoke them to me, he would never say them out loud.

i will never know what those 9 words would have formed.